SOMETIMES I FEEL ALONE IN THE WORLD AND I HATE IT, BUT NOW I WISH I WAS AND IT WOULD STAY THAT WAY!!!!

ok so my mom and dad are going to court about the child support... and non of my sisters and i want to be involved in this, but they way everything is playing out im going to get drug into it even though i don't want to be... and i had to write a letter to my dads lawyer stating that i wasn't going to school this year so that's what i put ok... but the way its sounds when i wrote it made it sound like i meant never ever going back to school when i am in fact going next year, my moms pissed and i promised my dad i wouldn't tell her but she got the papers with a copy of my letter * i wrote the letter back in august*,and is upset that i didn't tell her, and i don't know what to do i cant stop crying cause im so confused i love both my parents but its so hard to side with both of them i want them both to win and the thing there doing is pointless im so frustrated with everything i cant even do anything i wish none of this ever started its so hard....and i don't want to tell anyone else cause im scared they might get drug into court cause of it. =[

so i decided to pour it all out on to DA cause i have no one else to talk to

*CRYING*

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!